Here is a prayer from The Valley of Vision that I can’t seem to move past just yet. It’s too rich to skim over.
“CREATOR AND REDEEMER GOD,
Author of all existence, source of all
I adore thee for making me capable of knowing thee,
for giving me reason and conscience,
for leading me to desire thee;
I praise thee for the revelation of thyself in
for thy heart as a dwelling place of pity,
for thy thoughts of peace towards me,
for thy patience and they graciousness,
for the vastness of they mercy.
Thou hast moved my conscience to know how
the guilty can be pardoned,
the unholy sanctified,
the poor enriched.
May I be always amongst those who not only
hear but know thee,
who walk with rejoice in thee,
who take thee at thy word and find life there.
Keep me always longing
for a present salvation in Holy Spirit comforts
for spiritual graces and blessings
for help to value my duties as well as my privileges.
May I cherish simplicity and godly sincerity
Help me to be in reality before thee
as in appearance I am before men,
to be religious before I profess religion,
to leave the world before I enter the church,
to set my affections on things above,
to shun forbidden follies and vanities,
to be a dispenser as well as a partaker of grace,
to be prepared to bear evil as well as to do good.
O God, make me worthy of this calling,
that the name of Jesus may be glorified in me
and I in him.”